Ordinary Human Being

Let me introduce !

2011-06-14T23:38:00.046+08:00

The Parkinson Building
Yes this is one of the building in my campus , the great Parkinson building , a very old and historical building , and if u wondering , its in west yorkshire region of England , University Of Leeds .

Guess what , I moved to the West to further my studies after foundation , and thats just make my life go more interesting , done almost everything on my own , really have a taste of the "uni life" , pretty tough thou but Im still alive , unlike the previous year staying with my sis where most of the chores are done by her =) . Compared to last year , its like moving from a place like Kuching to KL or JB , moving from a little lovely and peaceful town to a pretty hectic town , thats mean it has more population , better education , more hope , more niggas , more shopping , faster pace , ~~more club , more alcohol , more hangover , more chicks~~ , more library , more books , more studies , overall i think its a place that fits me well , and mom if u are reading just ignore the crossed part and continue to the end.
love u :)

Morrison
And yes this is the place where i felt like Im a good potential father , the place i do my groceries. Rain or snow , its every saturday thing , walk of my ass off for 20mins , looking for something to cook for dinner , and if u get lucky u might get some dirt cheap price crunched stuffs , its just like winning the consolation price of 4D ,
just something make u grin for abit .

Leeds City Market
Heres a pic of the traditional market which i dont go alot ,just adore the roman architecture , feel like buying fish at the sparta era.

Shoppingggg
And for all of u shopaholic out here , Oxford Street isnt the only place in England to get the job done , Leeds is also known as the shopping paradise.
Zara
a little bit pricy but the the quality of the goods usually worth the money.
Dorothy Perkins , Topshop & Topman

Who can resist the 10% student privilege at Topshop & Topman ,
bits and pieces that usually make us feel good
but it usually don't do much for our bill.
Furthermore , it is consider as cheap compared to others ,
and they are always up to the trend.

p/s: Topshop & Topman is under the same roof ,
with different tags on their clothings ,
with Topshop as female , Topman as male .
So far i've seen every Topshop come with Topman in the UK ,
obviously they are merged as one , they are like "U" "I" on your keyboard , unlike those in KL where u only see topshop and topman is gone or vice versa .

Need no explanation for this even your nanny knows it.

Harvey Nichols

And yes this is most badass designer outlet store i have ever been to, and im pretty sure sure that its the store probably makes ur dad drop the most hair ,
they sell designers stuffs from all over the world ,
from Alexander Mcqueen , L , G , C , P , Marc Jacob , Jimmy Choos etc , whatever shit u can think of they got it.

Victoria Quater

Last but not least the Victoria Quater ,
Its not all about the world heavyweight designer stores ,
but the breath-taking roman architecture style again , it makes u feel like a part of the royal family doing some shopping in a lost castle or something ,it definitely pleased ur eyes and then ur hand to reach for ur wallet/purse .

Another snowy day in leeds
p/s: finger spoiled it... fml
And if u want to hire somebody as ur tour guide for Leeds city ,
im right here .
Minimum requirement : lunch & dinner of my choice ;)
Teehee , bye signing off ......

New Year Resolution?

2011-01-09T00:26:00.034+08:00

short talk :
i can list down a full page of dreams and hopes to be happened in 2011 if i want to , but im more to a reality person , so i just listed down some of the major points that i really want to put effort on to becoming a better person :)

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Cut down :
slackyness ,
anger ,
stress ,
sleeping hours ,
chocolates ,
sugar ,
carbohydrates ,
fats ,
parties ,
alcohols ,
bitches .

Double Up :
academics ,
knowledge ,
concentration ,
self discipline ,
workouts ,
responsibility .

08 Jan 2011
will update once a month,
stay tuned folks :)

posting up half-naked for the 1st time,
only at imjuststan.blogspot.com (8
p/s : i know its fat... stay tuned for next month...

Seem so far yet very near.

2010-07-29T01:43:00.008+08:00

Short Talk:
Everyone has dreams , so do i ?
I believe everyone wanna to be a successful person when they grow up ,
so do i ?
I assume everyone wanna drive big cars and living in a mansion in the future ,
so do i ?
I bet everyone wan to have a happy family ,
so do i ?
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Its been long 10months++ oversea studying ,
everything changed in a blink of eyes ,
the buildings , the environment , the people ,
people can change a lots in within a year ,
some never really change anythings too ,
it don't really mean a lots if someone changed their appearances ,
personality and thoughts are the main things.
Some turn out real bitchy , some turn out nicely ,
luckily i have a mixtures of them to balance up my life system.
Ok lets turn the point to me and my life since i don't really write about others in my blog ,
Im been slacking for about one months ++ since im back ,
visited KK and had plenty of good time over there,
life can be really enjoying when u're slacking with bunch of your buddies ,
it can also be pathetic when you're not really doing anything meaningful all this while,
and i guess the pathetic part referring to me =X .
furthermore i have strong determination ,
it can real good or terribly wrong ,
i bet those who know me well totally agreed with this ,
i think im too arrogant and stubborn sometimes ,
i trusted myself too much ,
i always want to stick to my plan ,
not much people can really handle me ,
i guess im just isnt that perfect ,
its time for me to step up and make a little bit changes in my life ,
it might not be successful but at least i tried ,
i just want to be a better man :)
Really looking forward for my uni life ,
become more independent ,
making new friends ,
and most important fight for the best in academics q,
it may be tough for me as im not really a smart kid ,
but i strongly believed hard works and determination can bring me there ,
lets do it once in a life time ,
smooth and steady,
i know i can do it.

P/s : Stan is fall in love . Haha yea its very true :)

*beautiful moment captured in KK*

WooHoo Results Is Out =)

2010-07-06T16:50:00.003+08:00

so excited to know that my results is out !!!
Yay !!!
Si buay happy la... got all distinction for subjects...
Currently in super holiday mood...
Dun feeling like writing too much junk in my post ...
But this moment is definitely worth a post in my entry ...
Probably will update more about my further plan and university when im back from KK ;)
Stay Tuned !!!

Randomzaaaa

2010-07-01T04:34:00.001+08:00

I Wanna Stop Smoking =/

More About Stan

2010-04-26T12:41:00.006+08:00

Short talk:
Being successful in everything i do is always my thing, i tried to be the best in my class, sports, and computer games, but it just never really happened. As we said there always a mountain higher than another, to be in good in something, its not about one or two days, its about long-term hard works and eventually you`re in good shape.

For those who dont really know me, im average in studies, i got just enough SPM to get into my engineering foundation course, I hate Bahasa Melayu and im a terrible data storage, i got an E for my Sej, D for my bio i guess, luckily C for my physics. To be honest, I dont really pay attention on my high school session, although i promised myself to do better after i got my PMR slip, yet i ended up badly in SPM, I know i can do better than just that. Im been wanking around quite awhile after SPM until the day that i know im entering a college overseas, this is when i realised i just couldnt afford to fail this time, i knew that failing would be way to pain for me. This is when some real serious studies started in my life i swear.

My HEFC course is coming up to an end, all i need is Distinction in both physics and Maths, and Merit in any optional subject which im taken IT, and that is exactly what i got on my 1st sam, i felt i can do better for IT but it just get tougher on 2nd sam. IT going from bad to worst, i seriously think that i should pay more attention on it. It is ironic that i use computer so much yet i hate it. For physics and Maths i think im on a steady track.
Meanwhile,im so proud of myself because i got 87% for 1st sam physics final, unbelievable right? haha I would be dancing around if i passed my physics during high school times.
Hope everything turns out fine then i`ll have a sweet flight back. =)

Thats all from me, will update the place i traveled next post. Perhaps soon :D

*another random pic*

Lastly
SCREW Information Technology once again. I seriously hate it =(

Random

2010-01-23T12:52:00.001+08:00

exam over!

Life

2010-01-08T14:40:00.010+08:00

ooopsie... its been awhile since the last post ,
the atmosphere here is pretty dead =X ,
didnt managed my blog well as i dont have "extra" time that i used to have ,
thanks god i managed to get at least one each month :D ,
furthermore i have no inspiration ,
okay lets just talk about my daily basis ,
got severals frostbite since winter ,
its more or less the same feel when u got burnt , it just the opposite =X ,
because im always thought im that "strong" in shorts and a tee ,
of coz at home , im not crazy enough for outdoor ,
outdoor activities are cut down in this particular season ,
nor increases of indoor activities btw ,
such as visiting to town , shopping , gym , grocery , eat(outside) ,dating *tsk tsk*
or even school days p/s: im not escaping classes , college is closed due to heavy snow .
life pace goes from a hectic life to a slowly and steady ,
exams are right around the corner ,
and of coz i got pretty well prepared like never before ,
when im got sick of studying ,
i`ll simply change into my sport outfit and hit the gym ,
or simply slide off my curtain to enjoy the snowy view outside,
it does help to comfort my irritation ,
but of coz after some time i come back to my books ,
i know i got high expectations from my family ,
thats the reason why im here , and i pretty sure i wont let them down,
hope i`ll do well my coming exams , and dun wish me luck coz i know exams isnt related anything about luck :D CHEERS

a taste of winter

Random

2009-12-06T06:46:00.017+08:00

Something i watched since i was a young,
something im been chasing since i was young,
something that brought up my adrenaline in my nerves,
something im been watching over years and never got tired of it,
and the fever goes on till today,
no matter it is monitored in front of tv,
reading articles from internet,
or picking up Metro daily newspaper to read on,
cant help it, im lovin it,
the milliondollars players i used to monitor on internet , newspaper and tv ,
it is so hard to imagine that i actually watch them LIVE,
they played so well,
they are lightning fast,
their stamina is incredible,
and the atmosphere is real awesome,
this is like a dream came true. cheers

The parade towards stadium of light

Sardinely packed metro

p/s: plzdun tell me KL LRT is packed during peak hours,totally crap u aint know nothing about packed till u experienced it

a typical black cat represent Sunderland Football Club

one-handed merchandise seller

a total of 43,169 spectator , source from soccernet.com

the milliondollar players

the scoreline at 9mins and 90mins

superb atmosphere

p/s:click the triangle to see how HIGH am i...lolz

Everything is lovely , except when u reach out ur wallet for this

这么说呢？

2009-11-18T07:15:00.004+08:00

有一种感受是无法用语言文字来表达的，

总在夜深人静才深深感受到其中的悲,

我想只有我懂吧。

FML

2009-11-16T03:57:00.036+08:00

Imagine urself as a Lion ,
the king of the jungle ,
the most bad-ass in the jungle,
u got lots of respect from others ,
but one day u got caught from jungle and locked up in a cold calmmy cage somewhere on earth,
how do you feel??
No matter how powerful u`re ,
you`re surrounded by solid steel ,
no matter how fierce u`re ,
there`s no one for u to ROAR at ,
no matter how respectful u`re ,
theres only urself around you ,
you felt helpless ,
but theres nothing much u can do about it ,
just bear with it as the time passes.
Once you are out of ur territory ,
u`re worthless ,
although u yelled like theres no tomorrow ,
but people dont really care about you ,
they tend not to hear you ,
you waited for your meals 3times a day ,
what you get is all u got ,
eventhough u`re still fucking hungry but u couldnt ask for more.

"Im like a bird who lost its wings,

a fire without its flame."

Well the statement above is simple enough to let everyone understand, if u dont understand what im talking about, go and get urself a life , fuck off =/

Personal Statement

2009-11-08T09:10:00.009+08:00

Just written a piece of crap which i dont think i need it , i was told by my personal tuitor to write a personal statement for the registration UCAS (err sort of a universities enrol system in UK ) , above my head , i am thinking that why should i have to do all this? Arent there any agents in my hometown that will do this for me without any charges? They help us to enrol into a particular university , i dont care whether they earn commission from the university(of cause they do if not they eat grass ka?) , all i know is i pay the exactly amount of fee that was mentioned in the brochure , so i was like should i write this piece of crap? Due to the UCAS deadline around the corner,i think its better to submit up a proper UCAS registration with the personal statement . On the other hand i also found it kind of interesting cause i have never wrote something like this, i also understood that personal statement is needed in the future when we`re interview for a certain job , so i decided to write a short passage to promote myself to the fullness although i am just entertain the tuitor to do so. So what i did is just trying to promote my self as much as possible in the passage , of course i "BULLSHITTED" a lot in the passage , and i found it kind of funny because I found myself so perfect in the passage , haha. Just post it up ahd share with u guys what is a good student like.. *GRIN*

UCAS PERSONAL STATEMENT LOL
I have always maintained a keen interested in structural buildings which I am largely inspired from one of the tallest building(Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre) in my country. The structure is simply unique and breath-taking. http://www.kwp.gov.my/cmsen/images/pelancongan/klcc_2.jpg

I take great interested in physic , I applied physic theories in my life as much as possible , I found it quite useful and help me solved a lot of things in my daily life. I currently taking HEFC (Higher Education Foundation Course) in Newcastle college , where they provides excellent teaching , I do enjoy a lot of group works among the year , it helps me a lot on developing my community and social skill among students. We communicate well along the group works , and we take each experiment seriously.I also attend math studies in my college , I found it kind of interesting and challenging every lesson because I get to learn more formulas and different types of equation along the years. I take each lesson seriously and paying full attention to lecturer in the class. I also seek for teachers in staff room whenever I have problems on my studies .

I was once a part time waiter back in my country , I used to work on weekends. Although it is not highly paid but I managed to develop my communication skill among all different type people and strengthen my patient. (can u smell it? lol)

Furthermore , I am a sports lover , I attend gym regularly and I joined 5 a side football with my friends every weekend back in my country. I also acknowledged that it is always better to main a good living lifestyle by doing some sports regularly.

To sum up, I am being honest in saying that I am a dedicated and committed student with an excellent attendance record in school. I am very excited at the prospect of studying engineering degree level. I feel sure that I will make full use of the opportunities afforded to me at university.

Halloween Eve..

2009-11-01T08:05:00.039+08:00

After all the hardwork in school , mini test/assignment/groupwork, it come to a mid term break , which is 1 week holiday also known as reading week lol , we decided to chill up ourself by organize an outing among our group on halloween eve . We went for japanese food for dinner after that hitting the hottest club in town(Blu Bambu),its been quite a while i didnt club, and im kinda interested in whats the club culture here. I bet every single human being on earth knows it,the club culture in UK is the best in the world, they have top DJ to spin for you all night long , top security , ID walk in .Their club dance floor is like a real club dance floor, u got me?Its aint no shit like SOHO in Kuching , the dance floor is like nothing or i call a corridor, well what u got here is what i called the DANCE FLOOR , shake your body as if you are the slave of the beat or MJ wadever ,i got out of breath after hitting the dance floor for straight an hour,they played latest,superb,finest dance hitz which keep your body moving all the time, and the best part is u wont able to see "kid" sitting there like they had seperated from their mummy in a crowded shopping mall, the walk in entrance is strictly monitored by some real strong and tall nigga which will make u freak out if u look straight into their eyes LOL. Their club spirit is high,wild,daring,and most important CARE-FREE,they are just trying to enjoy themselves as much as possible, its either u can dance like Lady Gaga or dance like a duck , no one will stare at you or come and tell u , hey dude u sucks! dun embarras yourself on the dancefloor.No no , no such things will happen here meanwhile if you`re in Malaysia if u dance like a duck or a gay lou u probably jokes out of urself and worst got beat up on the spot as Malaysian youngsters have strong racist for gay , they said its embarrased them as a male prospective, i mean like who cares here , u can see gays or les all over the place ,im just pointing out how narrow of malaysian youngster thoughts today . *no offence =X*. There were lots of party customes going around that night as it was Halloween Eve , Star Troopers , Cinderella , Hulk Hugan , Batman , Joker , MJ , The Hulk LOL , u name it , they have it , multi customes just like Astro , "macam macam ada". Here are some of memorable photos i wish to put into my blog as i might found it interesting after 10 years.. Enjoy.. =)

"The Sushi" japanese restaurant , i tend not to look at the camera and focusing on my food as it is too delicious =p

Some group photos and with "happy" photos

We`re all chilling in the club =)

And lastly,
" We AT THE HOTEL MOTEL HOLIDAYS YEAH , WE AT THE HOTEL MOTEL HOLIDAY YEAH" =)

Joys With No Boundaries , Tons Coming♥

2009-10-21T04:27:00.014+08:00

once again thanks for all of the regards , im pretty enjoy my life over here , with all the joys shared by few of my close friends who i usually hangout with them =)
let me do some brieftly introduction about them ,
*the photo was taken when we visit to Middlebrough saltholme*

Michael , guy in yellow shoes , from HongKong , we`re in the same class for physic and ielts
Tommy , the one i put my hand on his shoulder , from HongKong , hes friendly and soft
Jelly , the one with the blue sweater , from Malaysia , actually i dun know her much coz we never really sit down and have a talk
Kai Sin , the one with the black coat , from Malaysia , the most easy going one among all , chat whatever with her u wan
Wen Sew , the one with the black white tiles on her shirt , from Malaysia , the emo one? lol
Dean , the guy in blue , from Malaysia , a cute guy , quite adorable
Sai , the guy in grey scarf , from HongKong , he can be really quiet when he dont talk ..

*Here are some photos we took on 17/10 at ormesby mansion*

Favourite of the day

p/s:要劈到让旁边两个傻眼不容易。。哈哈

New Life ♥

2009-09-04T02:58:00.010+08:00

Its been a long journey from my hometown all the way to here ,
i gonna say thanks for all the gifts and regards that i received ,
miss you all , my buddies , my family ,
it`s time for me to tell stories whether you like it or not, haha
i had a fine journey as u all wished xD ,
lots of emotional occured ,
but i managed to stay strong as usual .
Had my 4 days 3 night trip at london and it was awesome ,
visit most of the tourist attraction ,
took tons of photos and shared it all over facebook , haha
and very thankful to my sis waiting for my arrival at the international lounge ,
we overnight at airport since it is almost twelve when i arrived ,
we took an early bus the next morning ,
again , sit for about 8hours straight down to london city after my 15hours non-stop flight to london ,
i think i started to have phobia for long journey ,
cause i didnt actually get enough sleep in plane ,
my adrenaline nerves are killing as if i drank lots of redbull ,
i just cant stop thinking of the excitement ahead me ,
off the plane , i didnt know where am i suppose to go ,
followed blindy , i reached a train , as so many ppl jumped up the train , without a second thought i jumped on it ,
luckily i was on the right path , the train bring us to collect our laggauges ,
as i didnt have enough sleep on the plane , my face looks pale and im walking like a zombie , i was physically breakdown .
I try to collect my lagguages as fast as possible then seek for my sister who waiting outside the international arrival lounge. Things just doesnt goes the way i wanted ,
i was questioned by the customs , asked to show lots of documents about what am i doing in the UK ,
i was kinda nervous because i dont actually understand what they talking about because of their ascent , i keep on repeating "pardon" haha LMAO , of course i got it now and i started to sounds like them LoL , i started to panic , i was then brought to a desk thats where i start to know what they want from me , i showed them the offer letter of my current college , then only they let me through . I was not only physically breakdown but also mentally after that.
The moment i stepped out of the arrival hall , i saw my sis holding a camera trying to take pictures of me , she anyhow cured my tiredness , i am so energetic that night , we had a our supper at burger king and continue chit-chatting all night long. The next day headed down to london and thats where the fun begins.
Lets just skip the london part************************************
Now im currently staying in sunderland with my sis , have to take metro to school everyday and it takes me about 35min from sunderland to newcastle , +15min of walking , total up its take me about 50min to reach school everyday from where i stay. You might think that is troublesome , for me i would say this is the experiences i got on my oversea studies , though it is kinda exhausted when u have to put 2hours on the journey to sch and from sch everyday,and might get sick or caught flu easily because of the rain and strong shivering wind,maybe i`ll move to newcastle after my foundation programme so i`ll have more time to focus on my studies.Today i went to school at 10am for the enrolment and back at 4pm , i stayed under the rain and cold shivering wind all day with only and long shelve shirt and a scarf , didnt expected it to be extremely windy today , the moment i reached home , i instantly feel the dizziness and quickly went for a hot shower , took my dinner directly after the shower , and got satisfied with the hot porridge which is prepared by my sis , thanks again . I think im going to get used of the weather and the food here sooner or later.
To whoever that read until here ,thanks for the concern and stop worrying about me , im as good like never before , totally enjoyed the life here. haha tata ~i guess it`s the time to bed...i`ll blog more often if my schedule allowed me to , stay tuned... appreciated for your concern love u all haha ~~ good night ;)

Girlfriend

2009-08-18T01:07:00.010+08:00

As you see boredom owned me , luckily sports do occupied me.
Recently viewed js & kennysia blog about girlfriend thingy...
They gave me an idea to write another post for myself , since my blog had been dead for quite a while..Ok lets go into the main purpose of this post..

p/s:You can kindly ignore my post if you feel nausea cause this is the place i drop down whatever i like to cure my boredom , and i only welcomed those who cares about me.

If i were given a chance to choose for my girl , her attributes should fitted in the list below ;]

At Least:-
*Well-mannered.

*Can understand me from time to time.

*And most important love me and respect my family , cause i respect yours too.

If Possible:-
-*Not flirty.

-*Good looking.
p/s:Which Guy doesnt wan that? ;]

-*Dont expect too much chocolate and teddies from me. Im poor =(, but u`ll receive a big one when I feel it’s the right time. ;]

-*Dont wear too less
p/s:This is how i protect my girl.

-*Not too shy

Hohoho.Seems like i wish for a perfect girl , anyhow anywhere anyplace can find this kind of girl? Kindly contact me 0165777715 if u have seen one of this girl, your help is appreciated hahaz ;]

Random

2009-08-04T00:09:00.001+08:00

found out this personality test quite accurate =9

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:(this not so true)
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:(this is also not so true =x success in my career is a must for me)
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-07-16T02:37:00.003+08:00

有一种感觉总在失眠时才承认是相思，
有一种缘分总在梦醒时才相信是永恒，
有一种承诺总在信任时才随口而出，
有一种目光总在分手时看到，
有一种心情总在离别时才感觉到，
那就是---爱---。
谁懂得？
有人说我是个后者，
受了打击就隐身，
但我知道我不是，
我也不用行动来证明我是个前者，
就是找不回恋爱那种感觉，
一切就随缘分吧。

Without You - Hinder

2009-07-15T19:38:00.004+08:00

*love the unique vocal by the lead singer Austin Winkler*

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

Thanks

2009-07-01T23:15:00.007+08:00

there are so many people in my life i wish to thank for ,
but theres a little girl i would like to special thanks to,
she walked in my life and coloured my life ,
she makes me fall in love like never before,
she had motivated and changed me into a better person ,
she cheers me up when im down ,
she is someone special to me ,
thanks for the precious memories that both of us wrote in our diary ,
being with you is wonderful,
u had been kind and glamourous since the day i met you ,
u might be a little bit of naughty and cute as well ,
but thats the way u`re , thats the one i loved ,
i felt like im the happiest man when being with u,
i had never met another gal like u in my life,
and im sry sorry that i couldnt give u what u want,
deep down you`ll always be a part of me ,
time flies,
we getting further away from each other,
i wish all the best for u ,
and must take care of urself okie? promise me k?
remenber to take in more water , the weather over here is unpredictable,
and if u need someone to talk with or a listener ,
im always be there for u ,
gal , you`re clever and u have a bright future ahead,
jia you ~ ah wen .

Signing Off,
Stan

KL Trip

2009-06-20T02:22:00.009+08:00

just came back from kl today ,
freaking exhausted but i still feel to blog before i sleep ,
drop down some wonderful memories inside we had in KL ,
me and my mum are both shopaholic,
but shes hardcore,
day 1 is still ok ,
but day 2 she actually shop 12hours++ ,
we went out from hotel at 10am ,
and return at around 11pm ,
this is how insane...
in 2 days time , we shopped sungei wang,mid valley,thegarden,jusco,sogo,MajuJunction can u belive it? hahaz
i keep on tiu my mum to go back to hotel since i was as totally flatted,
i was like a cow being pull by its farmer as i walk behind her most of the time ,
help her to carry things, -.-
but i do enjoyed following since most of the time my mum walks into custom gal shop,
there hawt gals everywhere in the complex, woot~
my foot feels lots of pain when contact to the floor,
the next day woke up can feel the muscle "keat",
KL is a hectic city,
unlike kuching everyday is sunday,
but i totally enjoyed this trip , LOVE IT.

*my hotel night view*

The Road Not Taken (Making Decision)

2009-06-15T02:34:00.009+08:00

Left Or Right ?

arrr my head is gonna burst ,
the offer letter of my study agent gave me consist of the subjects that im going to study,
minimum 3 subjects,
i was given 2 core subject ,
which i am quite into it and also impossible not to take them ,
(apply physics , math )
and was asked to choose 1 of a optional subject that i prefer ,
the optional consist of the following :
*chemistry hmm..
human biology X
plant biology/ecology X
*Quantitative methods-math and statistics hmm..
*marketing hmm..
information technology X
business studies X
historical studies X
history of art and visual culture X
law X
psychology X
social welfare X
sociology X

X= imposible to take it
*= subjects that under consideration

i was strongly encouraged by my sis to take chemistry as my optional subject,
i know it is too tough for me ,
but she told me that the place i going to live in ,
is full of chemistry genius , (all year2~3 pharmacist studies)
if i bump in any problem ,
they would be glad to help me out ,
thats the reason im taking that subject into my consideration,
on the other hand , i think quantitive method or marketing is also not bad,
1 can lead u to quantities survyor and 1 can lead u to a businessman,
furthermore, quantities survyor is direct-linked to civil engineer,
there always a quantities survyor when there is a civil engineer,
who knows those subjects might just get help in my future career,
i think both of the subject above more convenience for me as i have to struggle damn hard on my 2 core subject ,
i am thinking this in my head days and nights,
1 step might bought me full of regrets,
and the correct step might help me to climb higher ,
god please lead me to the direction that im suppose to be,
lead me to the correct path so that i wont be regretful,
correct me when im wrong,
i wanted the best of me,
and i`ll try my try to give the best of me.

*Left / Middle / Right * ? huh where to go? takin all of em?

No Boundaries

2009-06-08T13:09:00.004+08:00

*Smoking Hot ;]*

yesterday while im on my way back home,
i heard this song from hitz fm from kris allen ,
no boundaries originated from Kara DioGuardi(one of the judge of american idol),
and modified by kris allen into his song on his new single album.
the lyric are superb , meaning , touch .
this song do motivate people to move forward.
enjoy =) *song is located on the last of my playlist*

No Boundaries Currently My Favourite

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

Just Another Page Of My Diary

2009-06-06T23:32:00.004+08:00

almost a year of holidays for me ,
2 months to go ,
i wanted to start my sch life badly ,
and i started to think about pass and future ,
when i was a kid(primary) ,
i used to beat up lots of student in my class ,
most of them are afraid of me ,
i dunno y and dun ask me y ,
my head is full of evil deeds tat time ,
i even fight back when my mummy/daddy is trying me to give me a lesson ,
lets list out few cases tat bring me to principal office ,
i twist ppl leg 45 degree upside down (go and ask magnus) ,
i use broom to whack ppl until their parents come to sch and look for me ,
can u imagine a primary 4~5 kid slapping ppl?
i bet u cant becoz the images will be funny ,
i never got bullied in the sch ,
i really do enjoyed my primary sch time on doing those stupid things ,
yet no stress on my consequences ,
everyday live to the fullness .
I changed alot in my secondary sch life ,
luckily im not continue my studies at SMK lumba kuda also known as smk pending now ,
i been transfered to smk kuching town no.1 where my bro& sis r there ,
i have no friends after transfered to kch town no.1 ,
all the faces around me looks alien ,
coz most of them are transfered from sjk chung hua no,5 and sjk kenyalang ,
and i also felt lucky i was transfered to a average good class ,
i felt thankful for that and i really do meant it ,
if i were transfered to a shitty class ,
i`ll continue my primary sch path ,
then i`ll be a big bully right now ,
doing nothing but hanging out on the street doing la la la .
now i had finaly graduated from seconday sch ,
and i am glad that i had changed alot,
from a badass kicker , to a understanding ppl ,
i am willing to facing more challenges ,
i am now consider myself as adult ,
its time to be responsible ,
i know what im doing ,
i`ll admit it like a man if im wrong ,
whether u like it or not ,
i would say im proud of myself .
SCREW U

Tv Show / Drama

2009-05-23T04:20:00.013+08:00

im been chasing alots of tv show and drama and now its finally come to a full stop ,
i realised american tv show or american drama ended just about the same time,
its time for me to move on with my books =(
haha
American Idol Champ
Kris Allen

American Next Top Model
Teyona (winner)

p/s:allison is my favourite , though she got 1st runner-up
Allison
OMG she is gorgeous,sexy ,just LOVE !!

And Lastly
Drama:Prison Break Season 1-4 Finally Ended
Micheal Scofield

Hes the MAN ! Yet final episode die for no reason(brain tumour) to totally ended up the drama , no more season coming up for Prison break, how sad ..

Im Coming =)

2009-05-16T05:01:00.003+08:00

P/S: I erased the date , it could be near , it could be far or it might be tomorrow =)

Excited

2009-05-13T14:46:00.007+08:00

haha kinda excited bout my coming up sheclude , huhu
i think my coming up sheclude will packed,
now edi may soon i have to go for my studies.
im planning to visit my beloved ah ma who who in sibu currently,
and to visit my grandma who stayed at sibu.
if possible have a visit Sabah with friends too,
IT IS A MUST!
after few days staying in sibu , i have to go to approve my student visa at KL personally , meanwhile staying in KL about 1week for vacation. LoL
after that , have to rush on my book , half way to go =) gambateh stan lolx
then when the time comes , i`ll be flying to KL , then Dubai ,maybe will skip Dubai if i have a direct flight to London , Then from Dubai to London , Then Lodon to Sunderland , Then Sunderland to my final destination Newcastle =)
im so freaking excited , i wanna go as soon as possible.
this is the first time i will visit to Europe country ,
for the information provided by the agent,
i`ll be completing with the local students ,
i look around myself , i saw yellow skin friends(asian) all over me, all speaking hokkien and chinese , but.. u know.. its so damn hard to imagine all blondes and harry-potter liked students sitting beside me in the class and speaking english with their ascent just like all my ITS teachers . haha , especially the blondes , yummy puffy =)
OMG... the adrenaline in my nerve is just pumping out ... hahaha..
cant wait for it....
im ready to bump into this totally...
new life?, new enviroment? ,high school musical life? , im coming ... =)

More Music In Stan Atmosphere =)

2009-05-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

new songs uploaded on my playlist , breath in new music , haha my personal favourite`s no.42 leona lewis P/S:What a emo song , love it haha

Good Luck Bro

2009-05-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my bro headed down to JB for his new job , working in the same company as my dad but not same branch . His job is mmore or less the same as my dad , but of coz , u`ll start from zero , and slowly climb up the ladder into higher pose .This aint a office job,in order to be promoted , u must be hardworking .Tts a out-going job i think he`ll enjoy it.Last night, while i was online till late night , there no one to call to help me ta pao mcD porridge ,there is no one to accompany me go jolibee eat roti telur bawang as supper ,there is no one to accompany me to play dota at cc till midnight or even morning , there is no one to drive me around , there is no one to complete with me for using the car , lolz really not used to it. Just wish all the best for him , god bless.

StaN

我等待，期待

2009-04-28T14:54:00.003+08:00

在我等待的那一刻，
心里总有点不耐烦，
总觉得时间停留着，
每天游手好闲，好无奈。
在我期待的那一刻，
心里总有东西放不下，
那种滋味我想无人能解，
只能默默独自承受。
我每天睡醒，
看见日报上的日期逐渐的接近，
感到好无助，
只想要在未出国前，
把所有未搞好的东西搞好，
学好求身之术，
学会独立。
我将会考上大学，
不管再苦也好，
我一定会冲刺到底，
并且会完成人生中其一目标。
我绝对不会辜负我爸妈的心意，
也在这而谢谢他们给我这个机会，
我的意志力很强，我要的我往往都会得到，
我相信我不会辜负他们的期望。

Melted Me

2009-04-16T00:37:00.003+08:00

I think i heard this song in my car while im driving, the beautiful vocal sang by Leona Lewis , the meaningful and touched lyrics really do melted me.
I would like to special dedicate this song to all those who had just lost their loves one in their life,being seperated,divorced , in short this songs is dedicated to your Loves one.

Run..By Leona Lewis (Lyrics)
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak i understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say....

我痛~~

2009-04-12T15:53:00.005+08:00

为什么，为什么.
在我最脆弱时，
最想听到的人，
温馨的话，安慰的话，
不是你而是她，
反而还要听你诉苦，
我痛，
真真的好痛，
事实就是那么的残忍，
你想要的往往都是相反的，
好想快点离开这儿，
我真的好累。

Motto,
Becareful What You Dream For ,
Because What You Dream For Only Happen In Your Dream.

好想她

2009-04-03T02:26:00.007+08:00

宝贝，你不在身边的日子我好想你噢.
我也开始慢慢的学会接受这样的日子，
想当天你要走的时候，
我应该鼓起勇气到机场送你及祝你顺风,
但我做不到.
我真是好傻噢，
我知道你一定要走，
一走也是两三个月，
这也是无法改变的事实，
不过愚蠢的我依然欺骗我自己。
我知道去送机会把我当场变成泪人，
所以我选择了逃避，
我无法让你看见我丑陋的一面，
我要永远成为你心目中的开心果,
逗你笑，陪你哭.
无情的眼泪在人最想坚强时划了下来，
而想你的眼泪折是甜蜜的及温暖的.
只有你让我感觉到我是世界上最幸福的男人,
你躺在我的怀里，牵着我的手，好温馨啊。
我还记得我们之间曾许下的约定，
而那美丽的约定已牢牢记在我心里并且会遵守到底。
这美丽的童话也将回一直持续到底.
Dear i love u muacks.

StaN
03/04/2009 (2.25am)

WTF R U DOING STAN...

2009-04-01T04:17:00.003+08:00

Common get urself a life , dun waste ur time on gaming !!!
Getting fcuked up for my life , i got sick for everyday gaming till the morning , wake up at de afternoon ... Skip breakfast , skip lunch , devour dinner , nasty bad habits... Wei !! Wake up la u !!!! Spend more time on studies !!!!

Another Memorable Moment To Share =)

2009-03-26T04:22:00.017+08:00

Last sunday (22/3) me and my formal classmates went to damai beach and stayed there for 1 nite , we had lots of fun , freaking exhausted , muscle-ache , beach volleyball , beach football , swimming , buntal seafood , crapping lol , i bet all of us did enjoyed ourselves there , except for boon liang becoz he didnt hav a bed at night but he was rewarded breakfast together wif ah siaw which might makes he thinks tats worth for a sleepless night LoL. Although i hav a nice & smooth sleeping sheet , unfortunately i cant sleep well , i am such a pathetic who shivering thoughout the night and forced to put both of my feet into my sch bag in order to feel warm. A simple decision makes me suffers thoughout the night , thats sux big time .errrrr about the swimming session , i bet ah siaw drank lots of water , haha rofl , and the interesting part is non of them can swim expect henry and me . B4 entering the pool , ah siaw stands in front of 2.1m/3.1m poolside which is the deepest part of the pool , my height is about 1.78m imagine how deep is it , luckily i didnt push hard enuff to let ah siaw fly off far , if not later might be some sad consequence lol . Actually not my fault also , who ask he pura pandai , stand in front of the deepest part of the poolside , i though he can swim well , who knows... haha LMAO ...Other than that , this trips consist of 3 couples , WTF?? all "en en , ai ai " see liao beh ta han , next time i bring temporary de go if not shivering thoughout the night again hahaha... LOL JK JK.. Among the 3 couples , i most beh tahan KUANG WEI and WEN SIEW , the underdogs... never though they will be together and yet so sticky like glu... imagine one of ur half follow u everwhere u go, just like ur soul , furthermore , its up side down senario , usually gal follow boy everwhere goes , for this specific couple , the boy followed the gal everywhere.
In the night , there were hell lots of farking over the place , kenny singing and self high which makes most of us think thats he is fcuking annoying.He crapped at least 20 min then only command by his master(emilia) and go to bed LoL.
Here are some memorable moment captured on my K800i ..Enjoy , more to write and post after i received more photo from hui nai there.

Damai Beach

Damai Beach

AhSiaw

Ah Liang

Henry Koko LoL

Kuang Wei

Emilia 2 Pic LoL

Buntal Seafood

And Lastly , Stan Production LoL..
but you`re not here =(

Stanlubwen

Just Another Post =)

2009-03-16T05:15:00.026+08:00

monday lu.... when i woke up , the first thing come into my mind is " my dear going to college luuu , gonna call her and ask her how is it" . hehe mayb will call her during her lunch time , but i dunno when is her lunch time !TEMBAK TIME ! LOL. Dear told me she going to school lots earlier than his lesson due to no transportation at tat certain time.i think she will do fine in college just like her secondary school.She is a nice girl so i think she will have many friends heh ENJOY COLLEGE LIFE! . p/s:just dont shy shy k .
quite alots of people ask me , eileen going to study at miri liao lor.. how?? u wont sad meh? THE ANS IS , of coz i sad VERY SAD ... duh~ i miss her alots =~( i miss ur "huggies" on my belly xD , furthermore her smile...hehe so she bu de ar...this obstacle cofirmed will be coming to both of us but it just came earlier than expected huhu...both of us trying to advance ourselves by studying more so that we hav a brighter future. we`re going to seperate in months or even years...or mayb we can c each others through msn/skype coz thats the most convience tools to communicate.i think both of us will struggling among this unseen days,but we`ll get through this obstacle I SWEAR... LOVE U DEAR , Muacks =)

Anti Tobbaco Project/Campaign

2009-03-06T02:53:00.005+08:00

i planned to quit smoking for at least half year but i just cant , i think its time for me to take seriously...so i made an important decision and im proud to announce it in my blog which is "ME,STANLEY NGANG GOING TO QUIT SMOKING AFTER GETTING MY SPM RESULT". the bottom line is im gonna quit smoking after 1 week , think at the bright side , im still have week time to smoke .... as usual 1 packet of cigarettes used me 2 days time to finish(days after spm). so i think it a big challenge for me to slow down or i mean completely quit smoking after 1 more week.i used to buy a packet of dunhil king size(20) cost RM7.80 which was the time i started to smoke , slowly it became RM8.20 and now RM9. not to say boasting,i never buy any cigarrete which is less then RM9, u know what i mean, some cigarrate cost only quater of my type ,Dunhill= RM9 | RM90 % 20 = RM0.45 each .sometimes it make me broke too. smoking makes me split unstoppable , i can split wherever i wan just like im the boss ps: those who knows me well will understand , smoking do makes ppl feels good , i mean like relax . although heavy economy downpour on the market , but it doesnt affect for me to have my own packet cigarrete. p/s:of coz la my mum gave de pocket money ma.
i had made my important statement above very clear , and i`ll try my very best to quit smoking and live out a better life without tobbaco ... YEAH CLAP CLAP....
PS:Please Do Drop Me Comment After Viewing To Show Ur Supportive On My Campaign/Project

La La La

2009-02-13T03:17:00.002+08:00

Previous gathering was simply simple...we gather around at night and had our dinner at hornbill...all those plans was just illusion C=
just another day... 2moro i`ll be getting my driving license "P" wandering where to go , who to pick up , but the one that i really want to pick up de not around ... sob.. look like this a lonely valentine year )= someone even invited me to attend a single party on valentine day.... dunno got such event or not... if got ..... i also wont go...hiakz... miss eu ar lao gong~ !!! yes , tomoro i can call her liao.... i really wan to talk with her bout many things , i`ll spare out my time to accompany her on the phone 2moro night i swear !!! i miss u ah dear... and im hunger for tomoro.....!!!!!!!

CNY Gathering ?

2009-01-23T05:07:00.007+08:00

aiks since the last gathering was awesome , except for the cleaning part p/s:it was tiring and forgetting take pictures... freaking lame....some1 actually suggested to make another one this coming CNY , hmm sounds interesting , im looking forward to it too....
i think i`ll be the one who organize the activities throughout the day...1st thing come into my mind was...... errr karoake.... most ppl used to pronouns it "KA" "RA" "O" "K" instead of "K" "Reo" "O" "kie" , how lame is it...
the scheclude will be pack , the activities throughout the day are something like...start in the afternoon with lunch

#1
go for lunch 1st ,if posible all dont take lunch at home , around 1pm
estimate 8 bucks for lunch

#2
popwave in the afternoon (package=rm20 adult[2 glass water] , rm14 student[1 glass water] time~2pm to 5pm) p/s: the price is fixed throught the year , but not sure during CNY
estimate 20 bucks for popwave

#3
after tat go for movie, in the meantime , go a drink? or kolo mee? wadever..... that can keep u warn in the cinema hall so that wont tiu hungry during movie
estimate 5 bucks

#4
after popwave-drink/eat-cinema , hopefully there are some movies which show on roughly 6pm~7pm
estimate 10 bucks movee

#5
and then we`ll have our dinner at hornbill around 9.30pm , direct after movie , i think there shd be no problem la... refer to #3 , before movie take something in , even a cup of milo can keep u warm.....p/s:or u can hug me....sry not available for boys
estimate 30 bucks at hornbill

*Plz Note*
ready ur own transport, except for me haha ,i`ll not be driving on that day.... u know why? because driving on the road without license is illegal and illegal act can be fcukup by police...so hopefully some1 can bring me up and send me home after everything is done...p/s:hui nai im looking forward to sit ur car.....hoho

*Also Note*
if posible dun take ur lunch so that we can eat together =)

*Also Also Note* o.o
i also predicted the time for all of us to reach home is around 11.00pm after hornbill (1 hours 30min/or more on steamboat isit ok? enjoy ba eat slowly ) , if whoever face the problem same as cinderella, think twice before u go for this..... haha p/s:later late go home ur transport transform into pumpkin how?

Lastly wish all HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN =) and happy gathering .... p/s: i miss my school uniform...with the green tie...i miss the feel of cramped after wake up sleeping on my woody desk haha

Im Bored

2009-01-13T05:41:00.007+08:00

i hav been finding some interesting passage or article to read during this holidays ...errrrr or i shd say after school days...to discover or to understand the things that i hav nvr really care and nvr wan to know about... im found out that studying alien things is quite fun .... u`ll get suprised while glance through the definition which sounds quite impossible but its the true fact , meantime also can improve my suxxor eng language.besides that , im also a hardcore gaming freak..pratised damn hard with my new team Prophecy for the coming competition at 20th jan,hope we can achieve something big , 80% of the days after spm i sleep after 3am....gaming , chatting, texting , surfing net , omg... im wandering is that a man on earth can tahan the situation or nt....its so freaking suffering , im keep on reminding myself must go to bed b4 12 , sometimes even 10 , haiz how sad!! i think this situation last almost a month already and im getting sick of it .... thats why i now now crapping in my freaking little talking diary.... and yet my dear going for the lousy national service haha , long time didnt c her, miss her alots muackxXx! im so freaking bored... !!! HOW? ANYONE? ANYHOW? LOL kindly gimme some advice to enchance my after school life while waiting for spm result?....... btw , any vacancy for any job plz do contact me 0165777715/mr.stanley hahaz.... errrrrr and last...... happy new year =)

Superb Gathering At My House

2008-12-22T18:30:00.004+08:00

yesterday nite didnt expected so many people attend the gathering at my house , my carpark was peaked = =
everything are good except burning charcoal , all of us didnt know how to light up the charcoal , p/s : stupid tze han use so many newspaper , dush flying everywhere .. still nid mahuan my dad light up the charcoal..my granda said my dad used to be BBQ with frens almost every weekends at their house , no wander hes good at lightning up charcoal = =
hmm quite fun lor... chit chit chat chat ...eat chicken wings ,talking some crapz and i actually 4get to take picture of the scence.... zzzzzzz cant upload in here shytt !!! how can i actually 4get tat.... damn !! =(
yesterday most of the invited guest were here..... except ah yen,ah la,phylis,ah ming,swam ting,xis ...
on the others hand , my "others sch" frens gather inside my house for some poker action hahaz..they just loved poker so much...
the late comer hui nai actually back home the "fastest" rofl....
ah po was quite lucky becoz swam ting didnt attend = = ..
i can sense tze han mouth wanted to suan ppl so badly...
even swam ting didnt come tze han also can talk alot edi....
if swam ting come ... haha then sure funny ....
siew ching was the "latest" comer , she walked in with some fancy dress becoz she came directly after working at the rock shop...
aiks.. i think most of us did really enjoyed ourselves..
p/s:sry ar dear didnt accompany u much yesterday =-0
hehe i think the bbq was quite successful for the person like me to organize haha...

signing off ~ cheers ... FRIENDSHIP 4EVER =)

Gathering 5C Students / BBQ Night

2008-12-20T18:30:00.009+08:00

Simple Gathering Among The Besties,CloseMate,Buddies,Classmate,Mostly Among 5B
a simple place where to sit down , have a talk , have a drink , eat some chicken wings,take some photos , share some valuable memories during sch time , and last remenber each other faces

p/s:invitation sms only send out during saturday when everything is comfirmed, hope everyone can attend =) share some memorable memories in school

Time : 7.00pm ~ (pray for a dry night)
Date : 21 December 2008
Venue :93 , taman kuching, foochow road no.1 , kuching

Invited List and some testimonial frm me =p
Start from kuching town no.1 , block kilat , 5c xD

*ah po-bestie he was a loud speaker when i know him then dota slowly pull our relationship closer hahaz funny , he is also known as the po ye..

*ah siaw-bestie (fahzaria future husband) p/s:who cares teacher name spell wrongly..
i bring this kid go for a hair cut and cost him rm28(if im not mistaken) he`ll nvr forget hahaha sry siaw

*tze han-bestie (kong beh diam) he has a talkative mouth or i can say he have many mouths , and he never surrender , he got a strong spirit for challenge just like sparta , and at last , has fallen =) , he is also known as cocking king... tze han a.k.a cock king

*ah ming-bestie (da ge) he is older me , and he is good in math , sometime i run into mathematics problems , i`ll seek for him , and most of the time , he`ll find me a solution,thankful to him xD

*ying ting-bestie, she`s sweet , black ,smily face all the time , and she`s is adorable , i also seek for her if i bump into any math problem at tuition,thankful to her , and she can also help me light up my bbq charcoal since she`s quite good in her scouting xD

*alexis- bestie ,dunno she is just easy-going and adorable =)

*ah yung- wushu freak (his hair rm250 dun ply ply), he can eat alots haha

*hui na -besties , she can mix well with guys in the class,fair,good personality/discipline , adorable too haha, everyone like to call her hui "nai" becoz .....but whenever i called her hui "nai" she`ll never respond

*ah ching-besties , easy-going , chit chat with her anything u wan xD

*swam ting-my neighbour , adorable gal ,sitting bisde me,seldom see her blackface xcept one time tiok tze han kacao haha , p/s:ko lian to all those who ever sit beside tze han .Although she is older than me but gt a baby face which is so cute haha,help me alots on my maths, thankful to her ,and she`s the only on i cant see in the hall during the SPM sejarah hahaz

*ah yen-adorable one , cute , tiny , at first i though she gt do some makeup to school which is puff up some powder on her cheek , when go closer , she aint puff up anything , its natural pink , and she`s cute haha p/s:yen sorry for the sugarbun chicken bones

*sheila-adorable one, this gal is the cutiest in my class (personal view) especially when in her short hair ,superb in her maths , she never refuse to help me on my math or add math when i bump into problems,thankful to her

*physlis-adorable one,nice ,she always very quiet in our class , cute , when i look at her , she always return with a smile and act innocent , haha she`s cute

*kenny-bestie , know him since i was primary school

*Gerald-my neighbour, he is a nice man , brave , and sometimes he does stupid things just like john ramboo..usually see him sleeping on the 1st semester until few months before spm, haha ,he is cute but man p/s:im man-er =)

kch high/etc list (no commento for others sch) hahaz
my dear
ah hua
xian wei
emilia
jason
ah tak
siew ping

BBQ Nite / Gathering 5C Night

2008-12-13T02:20:00.026+08:00

Look like it will be a slightly delay = = aiks~ many things haven ready hahaz

Holidays?

2008-12-06T03:55:00.009+08:00

yawn..quite awhile i didnt blogging crap over here.. hahaz
can we count the days after SPM as holidays? hell no..
becoz there is no sch reopen lolz..
u can holidays as long as u wan if u dun step into college or uni...
before SPM , i`m thinking deep down how to play real hard...
i planned many things...like travelling(sg/kl) ,visit grandma , damai , car license , entering U/College , keep my huz..
but most of my planning just didnt go my way..it`s suck... only damai trip is done so far...
still got many task waiting me ahead during my "holiday"
actually planned to start my college life january...
but base on my forcast result , i`m going no way...
i didnt learn much for my mod exam , not even a single A1 fk , got 2 A2 and mostly science subject dotted down in red ink...
im planning to start my foundation at foreign...
many people asked me why not study foundation in local U or goverment sch(form6)...
form6 is definatly not my choice but about local U i would say no too...
the reason i wanted to start my studies at foreign because i cant concentrate on my studies in my hometown..
sounds stupid or nt logic huh?
in kuching.. if my frens didnt call me for 1 days i`ll thank god seriously...
not to boasting ,i got too many frens , include those not good 1 also known as "zhu gou peng you"..
i also know that i can acheive a better future if i got a cert from foreign U/college...
study at outside definalty will be a precious chance and i think i`ll try my best to acheive my dream(graduate)....
i had missed the 1st intake which is january , now im waiting for my SPM result for the 2nd intake which is around sept...hope my result qualified me to enter the foundation course which i wanted to take so badly...
i hav terrible living lifestyle nowsday...
my sleeping hours is always less than 5....
and i`ll only go to bed during midnight around 2~4am...
its usually takes me around 30min to go into my lala land...how sad..
i am 17 years old which is nearly 18 ... i always heard from my those innocent frens that they will like to try something wild , something tat is never try b4 when they`re 18 , for me i think i had done and tried everything....
i think i had went into the adulthood when i was 16... hahaz..
u`ll never know me much if u`re not close wif me...
i think my life has go through most of the teenager problems..and now...
im officially venturing into adulthood live...which is studying U/college , earning money , and time to be independent...
my life had been colourful over these 17 years..
and i hope my future is continue to be colourful and shine ...

Xiao Di~
StaN

School Days Gonna Ends

2008-11-19T12:16:00.006+08:00

haha nth to do... so excited SPM is soon over... yea yea...
feeling lik write a poem for all spm students haha
Short Poems hahaha

Few days to go....
pack ur annoying books ,
throw them far away ,
while waiting for results ,
enjoy slacking all time ,
ended up become dumbass,
neither slack nor overplayed ,
keep the mind fresh ,
time passes by light ,
hideous result being shown ,
we are entering college =)

Sex Myths

2008-10-31T11:44:00.002+08:00

haha i accidently found this article on certain website and i hope you guys can benefits through reading it and learn more knowledge about sex =)
haha enjoy~

MYTH #1
If a girl's hymen is broken, torn, or missing, she is not a virgin.
-OR-
If a girl doesn't bleed during sex, she is not a virgin.

TRUTH
The hymen is a thin layer of skin that partially covers the vagina. Its purpose is to protect the vagina from bacteria and other harmful pathogens. This skin is very sensitive, and easily torn. Some girls are born without a hymen, and others have their hymens broken from sports, horseback riding, using tampons, or during manual sex. While the hymen is often broken during a girl's first time having intercourse, there is a high possibility that the hymen will already be torn before that, or not fully torn after that. Every girl is different. So, the presence or absence of a hymen is no indication of virginity.

If the hymen does break during sex, most often there will be some bleeding, because the tissue has blood vessels in it. However, some women don't experience bleeding, and of course their hymen may already be torn. Also, some bleed the first few times they have sex. So if she doesn't bleed, it doesn't necessarily mean she has already been devirginized.

MYTH #2
If a guy doesn't come, or ejaculate, during sex, there is no chance of pregnancy.

TRUTH
This method, called the withdrawal method, AKA pulling out, AKA coitus interruptus, is a totally ineffective method of pregnancy prevention. After a guy is aroused, and during sexual activity, pre-ejaculatory fluid, AKA precum, is secreted from the urethra. The purpose of this fluid is to neutralize the urethra so the sperm can survive. This fluid contains - you guessed it - SPERM! And as we all know, sperm can very well impregnate a woman. While the amount of sperm is considerably less than released during ejaculation, there is still a significant chance of pregnancy. Consider this: An average of 300 million sperm are released during ejaculation. If one tenth of that amount is released in the precum, that's still 30 million sperm, and it takes only ONE to get pregnant, so wrap it up boys! Another interesting fact: A girl who doesn't use protection during sex has a 90% chance of getting pregnant during the first year.

MYTH #3
If a girl has sex during her period, there is no chance of pregnancy.

TRUTH
Theoretically, a girl will ovulate before her period, and during her period the egg will be shed from the uterus, so no egg, no pregnancy. However, this theory is highly unreliable, particularly during the teen years. Most teens have very irregular cycles because their bodies are still trying to regulate themselves. Even if a girl's period shows up at the same time each month, her ovulation could still be out of whack, so there's no way to tell when an egg will or will not be present. Not to mention, sperm can live five to seven days inside the vagina, thereby increasing the chance of pregnancy. So menstruation is by no means a safe time to have sex. The "rhythm method," or determining approximate times of ovulation, should to be used when TRYING to get pregnant, not when trying avoiding it.

MYTH #4
You can't get pregnant if it is your first time having sex.

TRUTH
There is absolutely no basis to this statement. Most girls have started their period before their first time having sex, which means they all ovulate. If the egg is there, and the sperm are there, there will always be a chance of pregnancy, whether it's the first time or the hundreth time.

MYTH #5
Drinking lots of Mountain Dew will decrease sperm count, and thus prevent pregnancy, thanks to the coloring agent Yellow No. 5.

TRUTH
Yellow No 5 is a safe chemical, used for adding a yellow color to Mountain Dew, as well as many other food products. The chemical has no effect on sperm count, thus rendering it ineffective as a contraceptive. Even if it did lower your sperm count, you would still have sperm, and it only takes one to get pregnant.

MYTH #6
You can't get pregnant from anal sex.

TRUTH
Well, this one is partially true. You can't get pregnant directly from anal sex, because the anus has no connection to the uterus or fallopian tubes. However, sperm can very easily dribble out and make their way to the vagina, so there is a very real risk of pregnancy. Your best bet is to use a condom anyway.

MYTH #7
A girl who hasn't started menstruating can't get pregnant.

TRUTH
Nobody can predict when they will get their first period. A non-menstruating girl could be ovulating the very moment you have sex with her, but you would never know it, and neither would she since she hasn't had her first period yet.

MYTH #8
Two condoms are better than one.

TRUTH
NEVER use two condoms at the same time. Doing so will increase the friction upon the condoms, and greatly increase their chance of breaking.

MYTH #9
If you use someone's birth control pills before having sex, you won't get pregnant.

TRUTH
For one thing, you shouldn't use birth control pills that haven't been prescribed to you. You could be allergic to the pills and cause damage to yourself. It is highly necessary to have a full gynecological exam before taking any kind of hormonal birth control. Secondly, birth control pills take a full MONTH to be at all effective, so one day and one pill won't help you at all.

MYTH #10
You can't get STDs or STIs from giving or recieving oral sex.

TRUTH
This is one of the most dangerous myths in existence. Any exposure to genitalia or body fluids puts you at risk for catching an STD. There are many STDs that can be transitted through oral sex, including genital herpes, genital warts (HPV), gonorrhea, hepatitis A, hepatitis B, chlamydia, canchoid, syphilis, internal parasite (amebiasis), and rarely, HIV. To prevent getting an STD from oral sex, you and your partner should get screened for STDs, and you should always use a condom or dental dam (a latex square or cut open condom) during oral sex. But of course, you can only catch an STD if your partner has one in the first place, so get tested!

MYTH #11
If you douche or go to the bathroom after sex, you will decrease the chance of pregnancy.

TRUTH
When it comes to douching, the opposite is true. Douching will actually push sperm farther up the vagina. Besides, by the time you make it to the bathroom, millions of sperm have already made their way through the vagina.

Urinating also has no effect on conception. Urine comes out the urethra, which is in no way connected to the vagina or uterus. However, it is a good idea to urinate before and after sex to get rid of any bacteria that could cause infection in the vagina.

MYTH #12
You can't get pregnant or catch an STD in a shower, bath, or pool.

TRUTH
If a penis is inside the vagina, there is a risk of pregnancy and a risk of getting an STD, water or not. However, if a guy comes in a pool or bath but hasn't been inside you, there is basically no risk of pregnancy. Those little spermie guys can swim, but they aren't olympic athletes and won't survive in the water for very long. And of course, you can only catch an STD if your partner has one in the first place, so get tested!

MYTH #13
The condition "blue balls" is something guys make up.

TRUTH
Blue balls, or painful vasocongestion, is actually a very real condition. It can also occur in women, but this is not as common. Vasocongestion occurs during arousal and blood flow increases to the genitals, exerting pressure on the blood vessels and surrounding tissue. After orgasm or ejaculation, the blood flow decreases and the pressure is released. But if orgasm or ejaculation doesn't occur, the pressure can cause pain or discomfort. This is not, however, a reason for a guy to coerce you into having or finishing sexual activity. Blue balls will neither kill nor maim a man.

Stress

2008-10-24T02:02:00.007+08:00

Description:Physiology. a specific response by the body to a stimulus, as fear or pain, that disturbs or interferes with the normal physiological equilibrium of an organism.
wow... people usually say that young kid don`t have stress or impossible to feel stress....hahaz thats totally wrong....
we as a kid (below 18 counted as kid) got stress...it is because we face many problem such as academic , inherit diseases , financal , jealously .....
some ppl will questioned their parent....
some of them even said..... wow ... his daddy drive BMW....wa seh wa seh 7000cc....the bulb very sharp very bright.... wa wa air bag cannot die bla bla....
bunch of innocent kid trying to make their parent pissed off...
we must appreciate what we had now , we`re all lucky cause we didnt get herited diseases from our grandparent...(p/s: some of my friends suffered from this , they should be more stress than us right? they didnt know when they`re going , they pray hard before they sleep and hope to wake up in the morning..)
for me.... the biggest stress im facing is academic... my studies quite sux lor...
sometime stress still hard to sleep wow wow.. aikx spm in coming soon in less than 20days thats what make me more stress .... aikx... its 2am++ in the morning and i had difficulty to sleep again... aiks thats make me writing this piece of crap inside my blog... hope after this piece of crap i`ll easily fall into my dreamz...
im off~

here an article that i would like to share =) cheers

Teenage Stress

Teenage Stress is a big thing, it can cause more harm than just a few pimples. Teenage Stress has been proven as an indirectly cause of eating disorders, depression, social/physical/emotional changes, and even something as serious as suicide. Many teenagers experience stress but many do not know what causes their personal stress. And many do not know the origins of their stress, how to treat it, and what may happen if their stress is left untreated.

What is stress?

Stress is defined as "to subject to physical or mental pressure, tension, or strain" ( Dictionary.com ).

Some common examples of stress include and exceed the following:

School Demands
Negative thoughts feelings
Changes in body
Problems with Friends/Family/Relationships
Unsafe living/Neighborhood
Serration / Divorce of parents
Death of loved ones
Moving/Changing schools
Taking too many activities at once
High Expectations
Family Financial Problems
How can Stress be determined?

Stress can be categorized in three different ways: physical, mental, and emotional.

Some of the Symptoms may include... Physically
Heart pounding
Headaches
Sweaty Palms
Skin Breakout
Sleeplessness
Fatigue
Emotionally
Moody
Irritability
Lack of enthusiasm
Nervousness
Hostility
Crying
Mental
Forgetfulness
Lack of Coordination
Poor Judgment
Lack of Interest
Negativity
Lack of Concentration

If you find yourself with any of these symptoms, there are easy ways for you to relieve them. After all, stress is basically your body telling you that you are over-working yourself.

Some suggested stress relievers are to take a break from any classes, activities, sports, etc that may have caused you, to start feeling stressed. Don't forget to relax- Take a breather once in a while. Take a nap or watch some TV; anything that helps your body to relax your mind. If you're up for it, do something physical. Go and enjoy a jog through your community, play a friendly game of sports, or let your creative side take over and create something.

Try to avoid caffeine and drugs. Studies have been shown that caffeine and drugs can make stress worse than it may already be for you. The reason is this, when you are stressed out, your blood pressure is gradually increasing, when you consume caffeine, it makes your blood pressure increase even faster.

Talk to your family and/or friends. Sometimes talking to a person you can trust can help you get your feelings out.

What Can Stress turn into?

Stress can lead to any number of things. Consult a health care professional if your stress level gets to an uncontrollable level. Remember that there are so many things you can do to reduce stress in your life, just take everything one step at a time.

Fast Come Fast Go...

2008-09-04T15:32:00.003+08:00

67days to go....
the nerves inside my body is killin...
didnt harap much...
just aiming for 3As...
some of them viewed my blog and asked..
stanley ... u can get 3As meh?
haha
the answer is... i dunno bo...mayb i cant get even 1A...(dun ask me wad subject)
haha
nth much can do...but only study study...
wanna to pass my BM so badly...
the novel , sajak...
nth to say...
wander why study those things...
some of them also agreed on my though...
but there is nth much we can do...
we , as a semangat patriotic malaysian are leaded with this subject....
again... nth but just study....
yerrrrrrr...
just hope spm fast come fast go...
its suffering...
and i will do the best to achieve my goal(3As) although its tough haha...
dropping off ~~~~~

Trial Examz ROFL ROFL

2008-07-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

yawn.. another day just gone...
spm trial is around the corner...
y am i so lazy.... damn...
i wish i would be more hardworking lol <--- how to wish?
i knew tat if my spm result sux...
i wont hav a gud future...
i just cant do anything about it xcept study...
my gosh i think i better stop here....
haiz haiz haiz...
pressure pressure pressure..
tekanan tekanan tekanan..
palak sakit !!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY

Goodbye Popo , Rest In Peace

2008-07-25T16:38:00.003+08:00

my neighbour(popo) is weak for sometime due to her age...
she is no not able to control her daily activities , spking , urinate & ++
she was lying on the since she was sent back from the hospital.
this morning.. when i was about to leave home(inside the car) heading for school....
i saw kakak(the person who took care of the popo) rush out the house and wave to the popo`s son , they rush in the house then.... my car left~~~
i knew tat something is not right...
mum picked me up after school and told me tat the popo had "go"
the first thing come into my mind is... hmm....
popo glad to be ur neighbour over the pass 10 years...
i moved in since i was 7 , kindy.
she is kind , always with smily face...
she is also a good friend of my "ah ma"
in my opinion , i think she did enjoyed her life over the 8x years..
after reached home, i immediately took my lunch and go over to see her last sight...
it is my honoured to see her last sight..
lastly i hope popo rest in peace , u`ll always remenbered

Kung Fu Panda~

2008-06-20T00:57:00.005+08:00

after +math tuition wif ying ting & alexis
my brudder* suddenly ajak me go watch movie
i think twice then i called back and tell him..
ok come pick me and send me back though 2moro got sch
we reached the cinema at around 9..
we dun even kno wad movie we heading for ...
just kno wan to watch movie...lame
after comfirmation at the receptionist
we go for KUNG FU PANDA which show at 10.30
since it is too early for us to wait
we decided go for a drink
we walked to blablabla, sit down...
and the worker gav us a menu
we opened it to look for some special drinks lik tiramisu,mocha,cuppino ice blended
but it dissapointed us LoL
i only c some drinks like milo rm6.5 , chocolate 7.5 lmao
why do i hav to pay for those "normal" drinks tat i can make myself?
so we decided to walk away
den we reached THE JUNK
yea The Junk definately is the place to drink
i ordered tiramisu ice blended and a piece of tiramisu cake
after drink we walked back to cinema and our movie is about to show
teng teng teng KUNG FU PANDA
its really cheers u up
the movie is not logic but it just make the audiences laugh lik hell
after the movie...
my fren or i shd say my ex neighbour drove me home...
i moved out from 4 1/2 miles since i was 7 and now im 17
glad tat we both still remenber each other hahaz
lalala
lalalala
droppin off SLEEPY

Lalala

2008-06-15T05:32:00.001+08:00

nwdays damn buzy will nt update my blog for a long time..
lala....

Kam Kam Pei Night

2008-06-07T12:08:00.003+08:00

yesterday nite was awesome haha xd
me,hua,tak,pius,kenny though so little ppl but we hav fun all night...excluded pius he sitting bside lik silencer =x
we actually played " dai dee " also known as "2 Big"
who hav the bigger 2 on his hand counted as lose if non of us hav 2 on our hand...
we see who hav the most numbers of cards on the hand hav to drink 1 glass =x
tong hua sun; "tie gang" ---> 3 of them each 1 tin
lol..
tat nite ah tak really dunno how to say...
awhile oredi GG...
after tak half drunk the fun begins
me,hua,kenny,pius saw him made laugh all nite long...
pius missed the interesting part since he go back earlier..
later on.. me , tak ,hua,kenny walk out of ah tak house.. all of us wif upper part naked , just wearing a short ... exclude kenny
we walked whole way down to the unimas, impiana hotel then gym then bus top sit there for like half and hour chitchat lol...
when we were about to go back...
we played a game to kacao ah tak...
we actually walking on the middle of the road where dotted white straight line were...
it was totally hilarious..
we plyed train...
we told ah tak..
"tak wa lang lai seng hue chia"
actually we wanted to c hows he walks bcoz he cant even walk in straight line...
then back to his house.. we chitchat some more...
many topics were chatted... but the topic "girls" we spent almost like 80% time on it haha btw i like tat topic...it so dam interesting
bla bla bla say till singapore...
planning to go to singapore after spm for fun... it sounds interesting huh?anyone wan join me? lolz
then late night around 3.xxam if i not mistaken.. we all tired le den we all went to bed~haha it was a wonderful night for us

Kam Pei Night

2008-06-06T12:28:00.002+08:00

kam pei night hahaz..
good old friends gather 2gether kam pei
cant wait till 2nite ...woo woo YAY
overnite at fren house 2day ....
will not on9 2nite =x

Tagged By Miss Yan Hui Hoho

2008-06-04T12:46:00.003+08:00

1. Last beverage # Ice Lemon Tea
2. Last call # Pius The Ahmad
3. Last hug # Secret
4. Last time you cried # Few Months Ago For Some Unknown Reason
5. Last text message sent # Secret
6. Last text message recieved # Secret
7. Last missed call # Mum

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone?# Yes
2. Been cheated on?# Nth
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?# Dun Think So
4. Lost someone special?# Nope
5. Been depressed?# Hell Ya
6. Been drunk and threw up?# Drunk But Walk Out

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
# Black , White , Pink , Purple

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend# Yeapz
2. Fallen out of love# Maybe?
3. Laughed until you cried# So Far Nop On This Month
4. Met someone who changed your life?# ||
5. Found out who your true friends were?# I Think So
6. Is there something you want to tell someone?# Yeap Many Things =x

RANDOMS:
1. What are you doing for your birthday?# Dinner With Family
2. What time did you wake up today?# 7.xxam Gym =x
3. What were you doing at midnight last night?# Watching DvD
4. Name something you can't wait for# Normal Happy Family
5. Last time you saw your father?# Yesterday
6. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?# Lazy !
7. What are you listening to right now?# k歌之王-Eason
8. Have you ever talked to the manager of FS?# Nop
9. Who's getting on your nerves right now?# My Grandma Long Time No See Her
10. Who was the last person you emailed?# No Idea
11. Who was the last person you called?# Secret
12. How many kids do you want to have?# Around 3~4 If I Strong
13. Do you have any pets?# Cat
14. Changed your name?# Nop. Im Stanley =)

HAVE YOU EVER
78. Kissed a stranger# Secret
79. Drank hard liquor# Yep
80. Lost glasses/contacts# Yea Im So Forgetful
82. Streaked# Nope.
84. Broken someone's heart# Dono.
85. Been arrested# Nope
86. Turned someone down# I Think So
87. Cried when someone died# Sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
88. Soulmates ; Dunno
89. Yourself ; Hell Lots
90. Chocolate ; I Eat It
91. Love at first sight ; Maybe?
92. Heaven ; Yea
93. Santa Clause ; Hell No lolx
95. Ghosts ; Yea
96. Aliens ; Nop

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Guess So
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Secret
99. Is there someone you really like right now? Guess So
100. does she/he love u back? Guess So

i wanna tag:
Anyone Esp To Those Who Viewed My Blog =0

I Learnt Alots °_♥

2008-06-02T12:54:00.009+08:00

hmm this holidays i learnt alots....
i learnt how to be independence...
i learnt what is friendship... (old friends are always trusted)
i learnt how to control my mood..
i learnt how to build my body in gym =x hahaz
i also knew that im not that good on handle a relationship..conclusion im not a good man... maybe? huh?
hmm..this holidays also earned myself a adviser and to be a adviser of someone...hahaz
thanks mei~ always cheer me up when i down ,love ya..
hehe i understood many things that the boys will never understand...
huge appreciate for that..
these are few things that i knew
the 1st
~girls dont play hard to get <-- do u understand?
u wan them very badly , they dun give u a damn ,
u dun hiu lan them , they come and look for u,
u should go and find it out , its kinda interesting,
u will discover it slowly =)
for me i dont give a shit about them, u wan u come , u wan leave u go , i wont force u to love me or leave me,
so girls not to say insult la.. plz wake up larhz..
maybe outside many boys never think of this kind of things...
im consider myself as a man =x for my mature thinking and some boys give their 100% love , care towards the girl that they loved
they only end up hurting themselves =x
this is what happening in our life...
i wont stop chasing dreams and appreciate every single day in my life
conclusion...
i love myself... muacks
im stanley ngang and i rox =)